Holidays and so..

Well, i have not been writing for quite a period and so i came back, maybe for a while, or else long after it..

Before getting my results, my class and i went to Singapore Discovery Center for something which i don't really care about.. Maybe just there to talk and play with my friends.. I also had to do some co-ordinates as my form teacher choose me and hui zhan to make the routes for the telok kurau students when they visit our school.. Had been planing for two days and on that day... It was a ruined.. The computers was spoil, and when the students came, the presentation has not been put to present to them.. I also couldn't not contact with some leaders which i don't have their phone numbers.. As a result, there was clashes.. However, it still went on smoothly, although ruined..
Well, soon, my results came back and i wasn't happy at all... I did not do well for all my subjects.. But what done is done, i can't change the facts.. We had a farewell class party for my form teacher because she is going to other school to teach.. Don't want to say anything cause i don't have anything special to say to the whole class, be it apologizing or thanking..
My results:
English: 57 (C5)
Chinese: 72 (A2)
Mathematics: 65 (B3)
Science: 65 (B3)
Geography: 61 (B4)
History: 79 (A1)
Literature: 68 (B3)
Design and Technology: 69 (B3)
Home Economics: 80 (A1)
Art: 69 (B3)

Because of my bad results, I hope to go into the class i want and so chant hard to get my hope.. I went into the class i want, though i might not be able to survive.. Haha...

November holidays came and i have some training.. Monday, Wednesday, Friday.. Had been doing the same routine for 2 weeks.. Well, training hard to beat myself and also for the competition next year.. They will be counting on my team doubles... Afraid i might disappoint them...Drawing is fun, but tiring.. I will study hard next year so i can be a doctor like my brother.. Haha..

what should i write??

Hmmm... today is 14 October... i wrote something cause eileen asked me to.. but what should i write?? Hmm...
Today morning 5 o'clock wake up to study science... Almost late but never cause the counselors have not set up table, so walk in very fast...(LUCKY) Science test quite difficult but also ok ba(i guess..)

Yesterday 13 October, home study.. so stayed at home to stay... wake up at 9.30 cause don't bother wake up.. eat some sandwich.. put ham in the bread.. then fry egg.. eat and then want watch movies... yet nothing watch.. went to play computer till 2 o'clock then went to marine parade library with my sister to study... meet up with her friends and went there.. got bubble tea drink so drank even in the library.. then meet Apati(don't know how to spell his name) and Eugene.. They went there to slack(or maybe not, to study?? who knows..) Then ask my guest what chapter i need to learn as i forget to bring my small little drawing and noting notebook..Then cannot study till my guest reply... My guest told me but i was going home.. so never mind.. went home study.. then get a headache.... then rest go play computer again... then go study.. then sleep...

Monday history test.. (SAIN) so tired.. but ok ba.. except the section B which i think will die there...

Nothing else.. i posted...

E=mc*2 and days that i spent in school

OPENING: Long long time ago.. There was this group called the rbpt(Don't need know names) They were a ok group for me.. Make me laugh till stomach ache..

CONTENT: After several meeting at different places,we finally finish in the school IT resource place.. Well, we meet up 4 to 5 times to do the project yet can't do much every time.. Traveled to mac donald at parkway, then to marine parade library, and back to mac to have our evening lunch... All ordered a mega mac and eat it slowly, flavoring the taste of it.. After eating... Class dismissed... Went home straight and started playing the computer for a while before revising..

ENDING: Sleep late at night as i was chatting with people and also playing my mobile games... Next day could not really wake up(I guess..)

2nd part

I told someone about the dream that i had dreamt and she became a little angry or else crazy.. I don't know who she is but she should know who she is.. I told her not to put any comments and lucky she is obedient and listen to me. LUCKY.. I don't think she is coming back to my blog, and so i think i could talk behind her back(but of course i am not that type that gossips behind people's back, agree?)... (YES,we agree!!) ya.. Sort of like this i guess.. Well, stayed back everyday to play netball with zhi hao and others and i can tell that i am not really good in netball.. Out of 30 shots, the most i could shoot into the hoop is 6... Once Joven wanted to shoot and so i played with him.. He shoot from 3 pointer but did not score and his coins drop out.. I tried to shoot from 3 pointer and i shot in..(YES!).. I told him it is because luck was with me and i say his coins helped me.. He tried again and missed, with his coins out again.. I tried and score.. After that i missed all the shots as he was gone and coins were no longer there... Soon, jx came and ask me when did i last seen his wallet,with his face expression as if going to cry... I started to laugh as i remembered that i took his wallet and put on my chair and told him.. He got back...

3rd part

Today, after school, i wanted to study my math with someone and someone, but someone put me pigeon(Read in Chinese).. She left without telling me and i waited for her like as if time isn't precious.. After i meet Zhi Hao,she told me she went home. So nothing do.. Played basketball with small boy and Yi hui.. Yi hui is good in basketball... Could shoot better than i could(sob sob)..
Soon, we played a match.. Hoon,sam, sisca(although i don't know her), kimberlyn, one group.. Mug, me, yi hui, joven, small boy one group.. I blocked the two girl as i am not really tall.. So can't block others.. Sam shoots quite a lot though.. I manage to snatch a few times from the girls when they are passing.. Heh.. (Bravo).. Soon mug went off and pei zhi hao joined.. But they don't play anymore.. We left soon and idle at canteen.. The other boys started to play soccer while me and yi hui sit at canteen.. Soon, we played a while and went home..


THE END

Back to a new term!

Well,many things do happen this time...

1st: During June holidays,did not really play but at least played a little.. Other time is sleeping or doing the home works given by the teachers. Did not really enjoy doing the home work but i think i had an addict to doing home work when school reopen.. Wished to have the one week holiday but did not come true.. Haha.. School reopen and was feeling very boring when not doing home work and thought that maybe playing computer might help.. On the computer for 2 hours and did not enjoy any game.. Went to study a little and yet i enjoy it.. Weird... Night time watch the show likeable or not(korean).. Quite a funny show.. Girl like boy but pretend don't like.. Everytime think of him.. Hah... Went to do home work and then sleep... Same for the rest of the days...

2nd: New student came to my class... Now have 37 people.. Very noisy,very fun but somehow thought some people are idiotics.. (Most are boys,maybe include me too.. -.-!!!) Home-econs lesson talk about a theory lesson and Mdm tan show us some disgusting pictuers which i don't think is.. People eating baby foetus with herds in the body of the baby and how they stored the eye balls of people... Does it sounds scary?? Cooked curry puffs today.. Well,the paste is kind of nice except for the outer image.. Cracks here and there... Had a fun time during it.. Spent four lessons on home-econs as ms goh did not come and so we kind of slack a lot.. Haha.. Jx and me one team ,although teacher say cannot change group.. Well,she saw but did not scold so i think is never mind one..

3rd: My brother got 7 tickets to go to the combined rehearsal 3 for national day... Saturday,4 July went to watch.. Morning 8.30 wake up.. Eat roti prata and started to slack until 10.. Brother switch on the computer,so i sat beside him to watch him play.. Play till 1.30.. Went to bath so to get ready to go to the floating platform to get ready all the stuff.. I took over a while and then switch off.. Got ready to go to my mother's grandmother house so as to go together.. Took bus 31 to there and then sat there till 5pm... Went out and sat the MRT to there.. When passing by one women, she said:"Red,red,red,bloody red"...(I think for the bloody red word)Some bad words(not vugal).. Arrive and went walking again.. Temperature taking... I perpire a lot but still went over.. Lucky.. Went to the green portion and while taking the goodie bag was the worst... People were squeezing here and there...After that,Got a yellow while my sister got a orange... Quite a lot of colours but i forget.. Sat down with the group of six people.. My brother was a yello stair case ursher,so i coulg not give him the ticket to get another bag.. Sad.. Haha... All the programmes are nice and when the tanks came in,the whole floor seems to have move a little.. Sad thing is the last parachuter landed on his butt instead of his feet.. The fireworks were very nice.. Felt like i am floating around it.. So big and beautiful.. After all the things ended at 8.30,my brother had to packed up so we went home first.. Walked from floating platform to suntec.. Halfway through,my aunt's bag spoil in the middle of the road!! Went to retrive it and contiune walking till bus-stop.. Sat bus 36 home and was so tired... Arrived at home and my sister and i ate some instant noodle.. Nice and refreshing... My brother came back at 10.30 with some snacks which he bought.. Ate one packet of twisties... and drank two can of coconut.. Went to brush my teeth and then play my handphone and went to sleep.. Tired day but enjoyed the day..

4th: H1N1 sucks.. Could not have badminton for 2 weeks le... I think i will have forgot how to play the thing till i play for a long time... -.-!!! Further more,my class is having a inter class badminton match.. I think its up to here...

Haha.. Ended...

THE END

This few days, i had thought of death...Death is the best way to clear all my miserable life and all the frustration i had...As i live on the 11th floor, It is quite easy for me to climb out of the balcony glass pain and jump down...But because of Txe and my family,i did not...I don't want my family to be sad and cry,especially my mother as my sibling and i make her happy...But i joke more than my siblings.As for Txe, i don't want cause i don't want her to be sad and i also want to date her...I dream of her one time this year.We hold hands and went out...I believe my dream will come through if i work hard,but no matter how hard i tried in one of the math topic,i could not find the answer...And this make me so angry that i soon thought about no care for me.I went into my room to cry out and after that,i wash my face and when out to do other homework,not letting my mother know that i have cried. Now that i am really lonely,i have no trusted friend.I just talk to them when they talked to me...As i had said,my heart is lost forever,but i hope one day,someone will find my heart and open it up,but i guess no one will be able to find. Whenever i decided whatever i want to do,no one will be able to break it...Why am i born in this world?Am i just a non-living thing or am i a human?No one ever treat me well...I am a mirror,whenever someone treat me well,i tends to treat him/her well too...At least that what i know about myself....

Feeling sad for a lot of time this year

These few time i had being sad over a thought...Whenever i think of the thought,i would started crying... I will write the thought out,but not before it was translated, so no one will understand...You all will not know the feeling ...Not even one who know me for 5 years or even the closest friend i have...Whenever he is sick or sad,i will care for him,but whenever i am sad,he seems to be chatting with others girls...No care ever when back to me,not even when i am at home...I know my parents is busy but i had never laugh happily at home since i am primary 6...maybe one or two times and never ever again...And in CCA,the china teacher aims at me when and where she like,calls my name a thousand times when i do mistake,but when kin sen did,she close one eye...She is so unfair,even though i sucks in badminton compare to kin sen,but i had tried my best... No one will understand this kind of feeling...Loneliness always comes to me...I am just a tool,whenever people want me to do things for them,they will talk to me,but if they have nothing to do,i am lonely...I guess,after all,i am just a torch that will disappear into thin air without anyone realising,not even my closest friends... Just like one anime...

2nd Botanic garden trip

Before going to the garden,Kin sen, Bhuvadol,me and Bhuvadol's father eat KFC...Bhuvadol's father treat us. Ate a zinger and drank a cup of coke when went there.. Sat bus 32 and change 7...Pass 2 places with trees and let me have the fear that i pass the garden..

Well,the second time to Botanic garden has a good and bad point...

Good point is that Bhuvadol's father went with us and treat me quite a lot of things, although i rejected everything except when eating lunch, and we enjoy the time a lot...

Bad point is that we had to walk a lot and my leg now is very pain...We walk here and there when we don't know where we are...Then total spent four hours finding all the information needed. Then went home... So tired yet must do homework given by our teachers....(Sign)